Heya guys, it's been a while! How are all of you?
I think you might already know but I'm out for the summer and it's been a week already. Nothing much as happened so far. I mean, still being a lazy bum over here, I'm trying to get myself to do daily exercises in the morning and HOLY DUCK, IT IS HARD. Why? PWI is killing me because I just Reawakened the second time and four more levels 'til I'm 100 again! THEN I'LL STOP. I guess I haven't been explaining myself about that game, huh. "Gawd, KoKo. You're a bad person!" I know, I know, my inner self. I've been keeping secrets all along. Perfect World International is an MMORPG that I've been playing for 2 years already in all my free time where I can be drawing and just be active here. I've been creating a lot of characters and leveling them. Every time that happens, I always think that I've made a great accomplishment yet IT'S JUST A GAME. Not really I've accomplished anything. Even my parents said so, especially my dad. Now I think that he's right. I've been doing nothing ever since I've played this game or been seriously thinking about what I really want to be in the future. I even promised myself that I'll be giving time to the things I love doing or used to love doing, but it's difficult where there's a looooot. My best friend told me so too, and I'm going to tell you, he's OBSESSED with this game. We both love this game, our characters and all, but it doesn't mean we're going to quit, quit, it's just a break. Because, hey... you know you love something right, and you said you're going to quit? You just CAN'T. Completely.
Right now, I'm in that stage of fighting against to limit myself. COME ON. I love drawing anything that comes to my mind! I love imagination, creation, all those stuff. Sometimes, I switch from here and there then I remember "Oh yeah, I have that talent. WHY AM I NOT USING IT! -slams head-" I cannot get my life straight when i don't draw out things I love to think about. My characters... myself... anything, really.
I hope everyone understands and doesn't hate me for this... I'm really sorry.
Aghhh, I'd be saying more but my brain is fried xD
Well, I'm also trying to be active in deviantart again and I feel like everyone is dead. :C My watchers, you still there, guys? How about we chat a little? I'm working on commissions so I was thinking of posting up a Join.me session.